As Joe often says, "If I had known I was going to live so long...I would have taken better care of myself."
The writing of this post has taught me something too. I should strengthen my faith in God. He watches over me and is there watching while I meander into old age.....one slow step at a time. How lucky I am to have that faith....and Him to lean on.
Addition....I just came back and reread this one. Wow...I was in quite a mood when I wrote this. I didn't mean to write a tell all on my health problems. I thought of removing the post, but then thought better of it. It's how I felt this morning and it will stay. This is a journal of sorts for me and when I read it later on....I'll know how I was feeling on the 18th of August, 2012. My journal is open to everyone to read...so if it doesn't appeal to you...come back tomorrow and maybe I'll be writing a post on the garden. On the other hand I hope it's helpful for others in my situation to know that they aren't alone when they have these feelings. I hope so...